I.“My darkest thought” My darkest thought these days: I abandon the blade for fire. I flame myself, fan the orange in a raze across my arm. What grows back is raw wound. A singe in the chilled wind. Father, I do not want to be gratuitous. All humans suffer each according to their lot, I know but why bring dreams to your son such he cannot stand to sleep? You touched him once. Have pleasured. Given insight to his baser nature. Father touch him—he pleads—once more. He will accept yourself inside himself. … Next Poem Andrew Tye is a world-famous poet superstar.His forthcoming book My Son will be available soon.He shares his writing with global audiencesthrough music, performance, & filmmaking. Tiktok Instagram